:::mandy dawson:::

Mark 5:36 As soon as Jesus heard the word that was spoken, He said to the ruler of the synagogue, “Do not be afraid; only believe.”

God, these words of Jesus are still resounding in me.   As I have meditated on them, I can picture Jesus with me saying those words to me.  I realize just how loving and kind Jesus is.  The simplicity of Your words, Jesus has captured my heart, and I want to say to You that I believe.  I feel as though I am taking Your hand that is outstreched towards me as You say, "Do not be afraid; only believe."  I grasp Your hand and am filled with peace and hope believing that You are with me.  You will not leave my side as I take every step each day--You are there.  "Do not be afraid; only believe."  You are with me.  Tangible.  Pwerful.  Transforming me.  Giving me peace and joy.  Joy!  How could this be that I might feel joy during a time like this?  I ask myself why I feel joy, and I know that more of You, Jesus, has been revealed to me.  With those simple words, my spirit and soul latched on and the truth filled me with the revelation of You. 

So, tonight, I thank You from the depths of my soul for Your overwhelming presence and peace.  And, I say to You, I will not be afraid--only because You are with me.  And, I believe in You.  I believe.  I believe You are healing our baby and sustaining his life.  I believe, Jesus.  I believe because I am knowing who You are, I believe.