:::mandy dawson:::

I don't write in this journal anymore.  I thought I would when we were ready to try, again, or when I was pregnant, again.  But, somehow these words are forever tied with the little one we lost in August.  I call him William, because I had a dream of a baby boy with that name two days before the positive pregnancy test.

I am pregnant, again, and I do pray for this baby, but it's different somehow.  I am very overwhelmed with emotion, but much less verbose.  Sometimes my prayers are as basic as "Oh, God, let this baby live."  I'm learning that God hears and honors the cries of my heart, and maybe He understands them as sometimes I don't myself.

I'm leaving this blog up even though it is inactive because many people have passed this way searching for prayers for the unborn or prayers during miscarriage.  I do hope that you will find your heart filled with comfort, peace and hope, again in the knowledge that God is always good.

Many blessings,

Mandy